We're back from Mexico once again! It was an amazing experience! I don't know how to even put into words the feeling I have everytime that I go down there! I haven't told anybody this, but I feel a call to do some kind of mission work right after I graduate for a year. I know it might sound crazy to wait a year to go to college, but I feel like I'm being called to go at that time. I don't know where I want to go to college or even for sure what kind of degree I need to get, so why spend that money at a place I'm not even sure about. So far no college is sounding "right" anyway, but this feels right. I have not even the slightest idea of what organization to check out or where to go, but I've never been so passionate about anything before! I'd love nothing more than to live in Anapra for a year, but I don't know how that would work. My biggest fear is telling my parents. They would not be happy about delaying college, but it's not like I wouldn't go at all; it would just be later.

I want to do this so bad!